Something I am afraid of...my biggest fear is that I am holding myself back from what the Lord has for me and people placed in my life. I am driven by fear(which isn't Biblical at all for a believer, I know). I am so afraid of making the wrong decision or saying the wrong thing that alot of times I just don't say or do anything. I do not want to act on or say anything based on MY emotions. I pray for boldness and desire to be used by the Lord, but I am so afraid of misrepresenting Him that I don't move or speak up the majority of the time. In my heart and head I know that the Lord is with me. My problem is that I don't want to offend anyone or make them feel judged. At the same time I am so sick of keeping my mouth shut and feeling like I am letting God down. I know He is standing in me, rooting me on...I need revelation knowledge in knowing what to say, when to say it and how it needs to be said. I need to know when I neeed to say something for the Lord that it is what He wants said and it's said how He intends. I need to know how to recognize the Lord's guiding hand and voice when it comes to speaking out. I do not want to be disobedient, I want to follow Him in all he asks and know that I am doing His will.....
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